Sunday, March 22, 2009

this night...

a night of loves
a night of loss
a night of truths
a night of thought
a night of choice
a long night's voice...

can you hear it
what does it say
can you see it
what can it be
can you speak it
what would it say...

love
eternity- thrice i heard it
in just tonight
"you are worth eternity"
"a moment with you is eternity"
my head is spinning
have i been blind?
can I not see?
am i so stupid?
do i not read?

why?
why...
WHY?
do i get it wrong
every time

it sits there
waiting
patiently for me
it sits there
quiet
watching me
watching
in silence
in patience
watching
watching...

and i miss it
every time
always
wrong
every time

i lose it
unknowing
blind
BLIND!!

in a world full of men
men who love me
passionately
loyally
endearingly
honestly
truthfully
eternally
love me
love me...
LOVE ME!!!!

why can't i find
a man...
one man..
who can love me??

story of my life
...

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Anonymous said...

Gal dont miss it this time, with the man who told u "Moment with u is eternity" Best of Luck with him ....my honest and sincere advice ....... :)
Mr.Right
Vltn 96

Anonymous said...

something that i read recently and thought should share with you :)

Divine WonderPosted on March 9th, 2009 by Ahmed under Poetry.

Quench spirit’s thirst
Satisfy soul’s hunger
Read the noble Quran
Be a part of divine wonder

It has wisdom in orders
It has knowledge in stories
Peace is its message
Having solution to worries

With its beam wants do not wander
With its shadow tongues do not waver
Countless are its benefits
A witness of Allah’s favor

Read it once, twice or thrice
It never loses its freshness
Strange tales never become old
As they stand proud in uniqueness

Lives stitched on its fabric
Homes built on its soil
Will be placed in best lands
An Honest reward for their toil

Killing the beast inside you
It brings out your purest form
Washing away waste desires
It clears obsolete norms

Never astray it will lead you
Nor wandering it will leave you
Hold on to its rope firmly; and
Your name will be in the ‘Few’.

The search man is involved in
End on its door,
Stepping into its world
He needs to search no more.

Unknown said...

our lives are more parallel than they should be... lol

having said.. that... shezza... you know quite well... i truly madly deeply love you :) !!!

big hugs !!! x

Ali said...

hahaha..it might be pompous ignorance S..lol..or the mere non existance of such a thing ..

teasing.. but yes.. it comes as a surprise to US ALL..the trippple whammy in the pursuit shall serve as practice.. n for the record silent patient watchers are losers..