Thursday, June 11, 2009

It comes slowly-

It comes slowly...

Acceptance-

It comes slowly...

It takes its time. It takes its toll. It pains and angers and bewilders and confuses... It leaves me hollow. It makes me weak. It aches, it breaks it takes... takes away some faith, some trust, some days it takes away most everything....

Words-
-words.

I called you by mistake...
I don't love you anymore...
It is over...
I don't know anymore...

It comes slowly...

Peace-

It is elusive and stingy. Selfish and empty for it comes not timely and it comes not easy...

It comes slowly...

Understanding-

It is the Why-s that kill...
The Why-s
And How-s
And all the ????-s

That devastate.

It comes slowly...

The Healing-

The bliss of numbness, of no feeling- for a bit... like sleep and laughter- true and whole laughter like you used to laugh before--

It comes slowly....

2 comments:

Unknown said...

it does!

Anonymous said...

But it is never forever .... came back from oblivion to civilization for some time will b around for few days may be if nothing emergent comes up. how r things at ur end???
Shoaib