there was this gal who told me 'i hav career i hav kids so i am living well' n actually i knew she was not telling this to me but to herself.....everyone desereve a second chance...i dont say for him but to that gal, she deserves another chance, gal from valentine 96
THERE was time once i was like that gal....very hyper...volatile.. ..mercurial.. .highly inflamable...words like "Who r u to tell me ....", "Hey mind ur own biz..." "Do u know better than me what should i do with my life.." : "what else i need in this life....." were my favs and i was happy...i found solace in this atitude....it was a cover up....i started losing people even then i was happy ..... did not care a lot...i was happy with what i had and what i was, BUT "Did i have any choice????" whatever i did i said i never repented coz that used to be my decision my choice and my mind would always provide a logic for that After these years once i look back i realize How wrong i was...though.....i changed a lot but still remnants do exist i should have listened; i should have been open to those who loved me and cared for me but i did not think....but there was one who truely loved me and kept coming back to me again and again, no matter whatever i said or did and today i wonder how can i ever repay her in my life and the life afater coz may be it were her prayers which kept me standing may be it was her love which protected me and i believe today, had she decided to give up on me in those times, i would have lost myself....it was her connection with me which saved me and i never knew it..and i always thought that it was me.....after, all these years i thank her and she said "My love i knew and believed that till the time i loved you nothing bad would come onto you...and then i decided to love you forever....Power of Love" and i am rendered speachless...she got what she wanted
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Sometimes life seems to tear us apart
don`t wanna let you go
sometimes these feelings hidden
i start to cry
cause I won`t EVER let YOU go...
very true... Don't You agree ??
there was this gal who told me 'i hav career i hav kids so i am living well' n actually i knew she was not telling this to me but to herself.....everyone desereve a second chance...i dont say for him but to that gal, she deserves another chance, gal from valentine 96
THERE was time once i was like that gal....very hyper...volatile.. ..mercurial.. .highly inflamable...words like "Who r u to tell me ....", "Hey mind ur own biz..." "Do u know better than me what should i do with my life.." : "what else i need in this life....." were my favs and i was happy...i found solace in this atitude....it was a cover up....i started losing people even then i was happy ..... did not care a lot...i was happy with what i had and what i was, BUT "Did i have any choice????" whatever i did i said i never repented coz that used to be my decision my choice and my mind would always provide a logic for that
After these years once i look back i realize How wrong i was...though.....i changed a lot but still remnants do exist
i should have listened; i should have been open to those who loved me and cared for me but i did not think....but there was one who truely loved me and kept coming back to me again and again, no matter whatever i said or did and today i wonder how can i ever repay her in my life and the life afater coz may be it were her prayers which kept me standing may be it was her love which protected me and i believe today, had she decided to give up on me in those times, i would have lost myself....it was her connection with me which saved me and i never knew it..and i always thought that it was me.....after, all these years i thank her and she said "My love i knew and believed that till the time i loved you nothing bad would come onto you...and then i decided to love you forever....Power of Love" and i am rendered speachless...she got what she wanted
nice song...have you heard symphony ?its a nice song as well
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