Thursday, March 15, 2012

a love that lasts...

dear god
i prayed to you one night
and you gave me what i asked for
i broke and i fell
i cracked and i bled
and you witnessed all
and after all the tears had dried
i prayed to you again
and you gave me what i asked
i laughed
and i cried some more
and you witnessed it all
i sat by an ocean
aching beyond belief
i asked for what i want
you kept him alive
dear god
i prayed then
i prayed again
if it was real
if it will last
let me have it
or remove it from my heart for good
you know...
i am ignorant
i leave it up to you
dear god...

5 comments:

faizan abbas said...

i know nothing, but
yes!!!!!!

it will last and YOU have it

subtain said...

"MUGHE KHAK MEIN MILA KAR MERI KHAK BHI URHA DAY


MAIN MITA HOON TERAY NAAM PAR MUJHE KYA GHARAZ NISHAAN SAY"

Deja Vu said...

ur post says it all; that u r blessed enough to get what u want by merely a supplication, so keep praying n being awarded n rewarded

faizan abbas said...

"MAIN NAHI HOON"

"Dil be-muda'a hai main nahi hoon

koi dam ki hawa hai main nahi hoon

gulistaan hai ghata hai main nahi hoon

naseem e jaanfiza hai main nahi hoon

wo khudbee.. khudnuma hai main nahi hoon

haqeeqat mein khuda hai main nahi hoon

ye barhaq hai baja hai,main nahi hoon

uthey hain jab zara ghaflat kay parday

to ye uqda khula hai,main nahi hoon

agar kuch bhi nahi meri haqeeqat

to ye kis ki sada hai,main nahi hoon

na samjhoon kuch to sab kuch main hi main hoon

agar samjhoon khuda hai main nahi hoon

jahaan daali nazar nikla tu hi tu

pata is say chala main nahi hoon

wo mera raaz hai main raaz us ka

samajh lo baat kya hai main nahi hoon

kabhi sajid kabhi masjood hoon main

phir us par ye maza hai main nahi hoon

bajaz wehm o gumaan kuch bhi nahi aur

haqeeqat meri kya hai main nahi hoon

samaatay hain nigahoon mein wo jalway

to kehna hi para hai main nahi hoon

bura hona bhala hona mera kya

khuda khud jaanta hai main nahi hoon

bana kar khud hi ek matti ki moorat

wo khud hi aa basa hai main nahi hoon

wohi naqsha,wohi shokhi,wohi chaal

saraapa dilruba hai main nahi hoon

koi maanay na maanay us ki marzi

ye mera faisla hai main nahi hoon

chaman chootha hai to kaisi qaid e hasti

qafas khali para hai main nahi hoon

tera band quba'a choonay kay qabil

faqat baad e saba hai main nahi hoon

baqaid e abadiat mushtaq main hoon

baa'ital

faizan abbas said...

GHAZAL

"tirchi nazroon say waar kartay ho

kis adaa say shikaar kartay ho


jis ko hai dushmani muhabat say

tum usi but ko pyar kartay ho


qissa e toor kya bhula baithay

talab e deed e YAAR kartay ho


wo na aayen gay,wo na aayen gay

keun abas intazar kartay ho


wasl kay naam say hai behes unhain

minatain keun hazaar kartay ho


jo hua hai na aaj tak tera

us pay kya aitbaar kartay ho


ham to ghairoon say bhi rawaan na rakhain

tum jo apnon say aar kartay ho


ro'un ga yaad kar kay us din ko

pyar keun baar baar kartay ho


kuch zara hosh bhi karo MUSHTAQ!

kis sitam gar ko pyar kartay ho""