As she talks of her loss and pain, I am reminded of mine. As she described having pulled away out of a fear of loss- I gave her an example... of what I had done and how I miss and grive over Gandalf everyday as the second year since I pulled away is almost at the halfway mark.
Today she asked me if I had read "Tuesday's with Morrie"?
I feel a sharp twinge in my heart and a thud as it drops and the sting of tears in my eyes.
I miss him.
I miss Gandalf.
I miss the man who has been an example of complete acceptance of me...
The only person I have ever known to do that for me.
I feel an ache in my heart and I shed tears over him today...
I miss my wizard
A lot...
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Gandalfless
gandalf
Shahnaz you are a real human not like everyone
"ek qayamat dhaay ga duniya say uth jaana mera
yaad kar kay royain gay yaaran e maikhana mujhay"
If I adore You out of fear of Hell,
Burn me in Hell!
If I adore you out of desire for Paradise,
Lock me out of Paradise.
But if I adore you for Yourself alone,
Do not deny to me Your eternal beauty.
Rabia al-Basri
ek nuktay vich gal mukdi aey...
phar murshid abad khudai HUU..
vich masti bayparwahi HUU..
bay-khuwahish bay nawai HUU..
vich dil day khoob sachai HUU..
Bulla!! baat sachi kadoo rukdi aey
......
It will lead you to mystic abandon
And help you to get attuned to the Lord
It’s the truth that Bulleh has gained
It’s all in One contained>>>>>>>>>>>
"gandalfless"
chal bulleya chal othay chaliay jithay saaray annay
na koi saadi zaat pehchaanay na koi saanu mannay
"gandalfless"
The heavenly rider passed;
The dust rose in the air;
He sped; but the dust he cast
Yet hangeth there.
Straight forward thy vision be,
And gaze not left or night;
His dust is here, and he
In the Infinite.
where is your gandalf?
"faqeer hamaisha dil ko daikhta hai, aur dil ko pak kar kay allah kay zikr ki taraf laga daita hai"
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