Friday, October 2, 2015

I want your face on my rock

"Are you on my continent?" I asked
"East of you", he said
There's his rock...
And my rock...
"I want your face on my rock-"
I simply stated...

His rock and my rock
Have been around a while
Oceans apart 
But yet
Our hearts are united

We've orbited around each other for over ten years
I like him in my orbit...

He thinks our paths criss cross 
And that we drift apart and come together when we are troubled

I disagree
I think we come together when we have drifted too far from our own true selves

He is not my mirror
He is like the beat to my heart

I once crossed an ocean 
And landed on his rock
I knew it not at the time
But he was the pull that took me that far...

We did not see it coming
It was preordained
Our meeting would happen
The stars proclaimed

He gave me a gift
I never knew 
I had always wanted...
I knew not that I wanted it
Until he placed it in my hands

He asked what my mom thought
I told him no thought mattered
No opinion was needed
I love him 
And that was all that really mattered 

He thinks it an honor
To have met me
I told him to own it
It was his right...

He said to me
"I have wanted to call you 
So many times....
But then I think
She must be busy or counseling or sleeping ...
And then I put the phone down
The call never made."

I told him
"One day
Your soul will tell you to call me
And your heart will refuse to listen to your brain 
And then it will happen
The call will be made"

I love this man
In the most honest way...




11 comments:

Anonymous said...

This is beautiful and deep like your eyes, the color of your hair and your soul.

Anonymous said...

Dear Shah Naz

I simply stated...

Our hearts are united

I like her in my orbit...

Anonymous said...

Hi

Are you referring to one of your co-stars?

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Shahnaz said...

It's my relationship with him that is beautiful

Shahnaz said...
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Shahnaz said...

Beautifully stated!

Shahnaz said...

No

Anonymous said...

I asked if you were in love with your co-stars...you said no.

But in one of your interviews on the Internet you said: "I had quite a few crushes spaced across my teen years…but I fell hard only twice during that time. They never knew at that time that I was in love with them. I am still in touch with both. And they are both happily married ;) I am not in love with them anymore, and we are still great friends."

And during your teens you were recording the ABC drama so I thought maybe you were referring to them that you fell in love with them hard but they were married. And I made the connection that you're still friends with them.

Anonymous said...

Hi Shahnaz,

You never responded....??

It definitely means it was them :)

Anonymous said...

Shahnaaaaaaaaaaaz...

Love is a great feeling and a sacred relationship.

Being with a person you fall in love, is something which happens rarely and to lucky people.

Stay blessed, keep loving and stay original!