The life I want

Me- I am in existential pain at the awareness of a deep loneliness

Bug- but isn't everybody? You should figure out a way to accept that

Me- I'm working on it...

(A curious thought experiment. . . Nietzsche's message to us was to live life in such a way that we would be willing to repeat the same life eternally

~Irvin D. Yalom)

 

In order to do so I must give up all that society has determined as "success"...

Building up courage to let it all go. To live the life I truly want is a scary thought!

Touch

Touch-

Simple

Human

Touch...

There is an ache

An existential craving 

The seeks to connect

To touch,

Another

On a human level

A simple human touch

Black

Back to basics

Back to black

Back to dark

And,

Seeking light

In the depths

Of change

And confusion

Shall emerge

A new life

Reluctant Intimacy...

“Soon we will be strangers. No, we can never be that. Hurting someone is an act of reluctant intimacy. We will be dangerous 
acquaintances with a history.”