Saturday, March 15, 2014

Saturday morning thoughts...

The world does not like truth speakers-
If we speak the truth and others start to believe it, the whole illusion might fall apart! The world does not like that because then the world might fall apart. The world like the ego is all illusion... And must fall apart, so something better can reveal itself.

We are not separate. That is the big illusion- that we are separate!

We are all connected. If I hurt you, I hurt me too... If I love you, I love me too. If I take the time to know myself, I will come to know and understand you too. If I can grow to love me, I will love you also.

Thursday, March 13, 2014

The simple things

It seems to be lost
The flavor of the simple things
I walked into a castle today
And saw the pomp and dusty splendor
Of stale money
It stank
Like moldy paper
Rotting 
Turning old
I looked at the humans around me
Spilling drinks on themselves
In an effort to fit in
I gave a thought
To my reason for being there
And I wondered
What's the point?
What is the bloody point!?
I came home 
And listened to the song
A familiar refrain now
Yes, I thought
What's the point of a castle?
Of pomp and show and splendor
We've lost the fragrance
Of the simple things
The smell of rain
Fresh on the ground
Earthy, musky, warm
The smell of the dewy morning
The ocean salt,
The desert wind...
Yes
The fragrance of the simple things
Kisses
And hugs
And lovemaking
And laughter
Swinging on a summer's eve
Rain on your face
Snuggling with your little ones
And yes your honey too...
I give it up
The rotten money!
Let me have 
The simple things...

Saturday, March 8, 2014

FML!

Forgiveness
That moment when you realize you are NOT like your offender and yet your offender IS a human worthy of your compassion, and that you could live with your transgressors offense against you... But you could NEVER live with yourself IF you transgressed against another- so you choose to stay true to you and let go...
forgiveness...

Mercy
When fate and karma bring you full circle and you find yourself with the upper hand to retaliate and avenge, and then something holy stirs within your soul and you cannot.... Absolutely CANNOT stoop to the same level and something bigger than you stays your hand and makes you question and rethink your revenge- And you discover love and compassion instead of hatred rule your heart! You lower your weapon and toss it aside and in that moment of divinity you skin can feel the breeze of the heavens and your lungs fill with God's breath and you have not a care in the world and yes- tears happen, for you have been blessed with...
mercy...

Love 
A feeling of boundary less ness... A merging, connecting as though you were one. You don't expect to receive and you are not trying to give. Both happen seamlessly, the giving and receiving, because you are one, or so it seems and there isn't a count or agenda or even any effort because how does one give and receive to and from the self... It is effortless- and make no mistake  love does not cause agony or confusion or pain! Whatever causes that is fear, jealousy, ownership- something other than but definitely NOT...
love...

Monday, March 3, 2014

Last night

If you're holding on too tight
Let go...
If they misunderstand you
Walk away...
If you are labeled such and such
Smile and know your truth...
If they try to tell you who you are
Listen and trust yourself
If you experience anger when they speak
Feel it, your boundaries are being breached...
Say your piece once
The wise will listen and understand
The fools will argue and contradict.
Worry not-
You now can distinguish between the wise and the fools 
Your path beckons
You must carry on
You 
ARE!

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Alien...

Good emotional and mental health is an interesting thing...
When you have worked and suffered and battled your internal demons and come out on the other side, intact, aware, awake....
It is surprising how many zombies you encounter out there, in the wastelands.
Asleep, in denial, manipulative, controlling, insecure, threatened, frightened, rabid mortal beings...
Clawing, scavenging at your flesh. Demanding to feed on your energy and sanity.
It attracts them, you see... Your light of composure, your sanity. Your "awake-ness!"
It is like blood to a vampire.
They desire it, crave it, want it, need it.
They are drawn to it.
They come at you in the guise of friendship, love, caring.
And then BOOM!
The attack!
They try to breach your boundaries. They are just being 
-concerned
-caring
-loving
-helping
-understanding

Fuck the whatttt!

A boundary breach is a boundary breach!

Did I ASK for the help?
Did I request your opinion?
Do I want your assistance?

I am able.
I aware.
I will ask WHEN I need.
I will give when I WANT.

The rest is all a boundary breach.

I increasing find myself an alien in a dead world. There is a classic form of codependent madness that is pervasive in society today and if you take a stand and deny it. If you refuse to be a part of it... You somehow end up at the brunt of collective rage.

RAGE because you dared to take a stand and refuse to buy into the collective societal codependency!

#SorryI'mNotSorry!
"But the emperor is NOT wearing any clothes!"

You stay there....

I will be over here 
I actually quite enjoy my sanity
Thankyouverymuch!

Thursday, February 27, 2014

Knowing and forgetting

What if I told you
Awareness happens
What if I told you
When you listen
You hear it
Truth
What if I told you
Knowledge is yours
Has been yours...
What if I told you
You were born with knowing
That this life you live
Educating yourself
Establishing yourself
Securing yourself
Is merely 
An elaborate process
Of forgetting
All that you were born 
KNOWING!
What if I told you
Sometimes when we are awake
We see it
We catch glimpses of it
It....
I am lost for words
How does one describe "it"
"It"
Is a return 
To the original state
Uncontaminated 
By learning
Unpolluted by
Stuff
Stuff being junk
Collected along the way
Diplomas and degrees
Jobs and statuses
Cars and houses
Bank accounts
Boats
Clothes 
Things
Vulgar 
Yucky 
THINGS
THINGS CAUSE US TO FORGET "IT"!!!

My heart is alive 
My soul speaks 
It tells me things 
The same things
Souls tells other beings
Other humans just like me
Some listen
Some have written songs
Some poetry,
In the olden days 
Some wrote of caves
...

Yes my souls speaks
And I listen 
And I am at peace

Remembering 
Ahhhhhhh remembering
Remembering the things 
I knew in the womb
And as a baby
Yes remembering
That is a good feeling...

"Your loving me has helped me grow into the healthiest me..."

"I love you because of you..."

In life we cross paths
With catalysts 
When it is time
When we are ready
And not a moment sooner 
Or later 
When it is time
The catalyst will present itself
Listen to your soul
It will tell you when
It will tell you
It is time....

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

The language of love

I think love was...
Before all was
Before there was a world 
And day
And night
And words
And clothes
And jobs
And homes

There was love
Before all that 
I think that is why
Love does not understand
The words
And logic
And time 
And money

I think that is why 
We make love
Not sex 
Not fuck
Those are different
We make love
And that is different
The clothes come off
The world comes off
The words come off

I think that's why we look
And time stops
It's love
Before there was time
There was love 
That is why you close your eyes
And see mine
Before there was sight
There was love

I think that's why
The mad man laughs
He is in love
Before there was madness
There was love
I think that's why we call it
Madly in love

I don't think love causes pain
I think separation from the one we love
Does that
We think and separate
We fear and separate
We hurt and separate
And we blame love
Before there was separation
There was love

I used to wonder 
Where it went
The love
That we fell out of
Now I wonder
Was it love
You do not ever
Fall out of love
There is never a scarcity of love
Love remains
If you fell out 
I don't know what 
You fell into...
But it was not love
Before there was falling
There was love

If there was love
Before there "was"
Then love "is"
And one shall never want for love
Then why the panic
Over love
Love is
All around us

If we gave up
The fear
The hurt
The words 
The clothes
The world
All that we would be left with
Would be love...

Oh wow!
Just love

"Imagine there's no heaven"!!

What a wise man that was...

"You may think that I'm a dreamer... But I'm not the only one!"

I wonder 
If so many people 
Come to the same dream
Is it really a dream
Or are they just the ones
Who WAKE UP

Am I just a dreamer
Laying here awake...
As I think this in my head
Or am I just AWAKE 
And scared to go to sleep
Afraid that I might slip 
Back into the dream 
Of a world
With days
And nights
With words
And clothes
And jobs
And hurt 
And fear
And separation 

"I did not want to lose you before I said goodnight..."

The exquisite beauty of the words...

When you love you never lose!
 
You lose in all-
The world
The jobs
The words
The fear
The hurt
The separation
You lose in all
EXCEPT for love
You never lose in love

When you love you never lose...