Monday, April 27, 2015

The life I want

Me- I am in existential pain at the awareness of a deep loneliness

Bug- but isn't everybody? You should figure out a way to accept that

Me- I'm working on it...

(A curious thought experiment. . . Nietzsche's message to us was to live life in such a way that we would be willing to repeat the same life eternally

~Irvin D. Yalom)


In order to do so I must give up all that society has determined as "success"...

Building up courage to let it all go. To live the life I truly want is a scary thought!


There is an ache
An existential craving 
The seeks to connect
To touch,
On a human level
A simple human touch

Monday, April 20, 2015


Back to basics
Back to black
Back to dark
Seeking light
In the depths
Of change
And confusion
Shall emerge
A new life

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Reluctant Intimacy...

“Soon we will be strangers. No, we can never be that. Hurting someone is an act of reluctant intimacy. We will be dangerous 
acquaintances with a history.”