(It's about being in the present moment...that's what surfing is all about- Jack Johnson)
As I watched "Drifter" this weekend and felt the tears stream down my face because my very soul and being screamed for freedom- a freedom from everything, a freedom I cannot describe, a freedom that many other restless souls know and crave everyday of their lives... and it is only when we hear their keening that we feel understood, understanding them...
What is this freedom that my heart yearns for, screams for?
I am alone. I own myself. So what is this craving and yearning?
I think it is a contentment and peace... a silence almost, in my mind. When I allow myself to be completely "present" I am free...
I feel the tears fill my eyes when I first get there, to this my haven- and then slowly I melt into the feeling, accepting, surrendering, breathing... being.
It happens more and more frequently now, if I will only allow myself to overcome the fear and panic that happen just before- the fear and panic borne out of "letting go"... which must happen before I can be free. Most people need to go into ashrams and retreats. I note that I merely need to recede into ME...
It is the most loving embrace I have ever felt- my own! It is the most comforting place I have ever been- home, ever within me.... while I, like a woman possessed, searched all over in vain. It has its shadows and cobwebs, but it is mine. I OWN it. It is me and it is
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There I find it all...
Love
Peace
Acceptance
Contentment
Understanding
Heaven
Hell
Forgiveness
Passion
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Duniya Tumhain Us Waqt Tak Nahi Hara Sakti Jab Tak Tum Khud Se Na Haar Jao.
I obey
Your post is about at so high and at above point.i am very low to that,but its ok, "Freedom" of have bound and bound and bounding.
the craving and yearning is for manjil(manzil)...because you are on the half way to the track,which you have choose for yourself...there is totally freedom or there is freedom,not at all,never on this track,
i did'nt commenting,awnsering or any type of this,,i just feel this,,or may be i did'nt understand just one word of this wisdomful post,just forgive me for my words if they are wrong
"Freedom"
No I am not roaming aimlessly
around the streets and bazaar
I am a lover searching for his beloved
God have mercy on me
I am walking around troubled
I have done wrong and sinned
and am walking around wounded
I have drunk the wine of desire
and am strolling around beloved
Though I may seem drunk
I am quite sober.
"RUMI"
"Freedom"
If life be gone, fresh life to you
God offereth,
A life eternal to renew
This life of death.
The Fount of Immorality
In Love is found;
The come, and in this boundless sea
Of Love be drowned
Oow! freedom...i miss , my freedom
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