like an outburst of energy
a supernova
a leap into the unknown
i took a breath
and i fell
i hit the waves
and shattered into a zillion splinters
shimmering for a brief second
and then slowly submerged
suffocating
drowning
unable to breathe
panic stricken
frantic
slowly dying
and then worth kicked in
worth which is me
by virtue of being
intrinsic
divine
worth kicked in
the struggle to live
to be
free
me
without apology
without regret
without shame
without name
simply
be
me
and so
undone
i am


i can almost feel the chill of understanding when i finally hear the meaning in the lyrics of a song i never really understood in a way i do now

come undone- duran duran